Autumn Equinox: A Personal Update

Sitting here in my joggers and a jumper, and the low afternoon sun coming in through the kitchen window. I'm feeling the call to share about this time of the equinox. This is the halfway point between the Summer and Winter Solstices. These points through the year are deeply ingrained into pagan and druid tradition. These people were intrinsically connected to the land, and found these points sacred, and worth honouring. Acknowledging the point from the previous one, and welcoming in for the coming turn. Right now, I'm welcoming the change of seasons, into autumn. The quiet woodland walks, the cosy nights in listening to the wind, and the slow cooker recipes and autumnal bakes filling the house with satisfying scents. and one of my favourite scenes, the bare trees with a backdrop of inky stary skies. what a dream.

But first... acknowledging the time since summer Solstice, and even Spring Equinox. So much has happend, I feel like a completely different person. Transformed through these months, with wisdom, deeper truths, and blessed moments of utter magic, divine synchronicity and pure love. This time was full to the brim of this. Bursting my heart open to new versions of myself, letting go of parts which are no longer in alignment, and the gorgeous spiralling, witnessing deeper layers of me, my soul's journey and what I am really on this planet for! It was also equally full of pain, sadness, hopelessness and real overwhelm. It has taken me a long time to truly understand the intricacies of each of these emotional states, but I am able to acknowledge these. It really makes me realise that life is a FULL SPECTRUM of these emotions, I can feel that I am REALLY living. And being able to be present with the feelings of pain and overwhelm... understanding what they were guiding me to and from... thats were breakthroughs happened. Utter bloody breakthroughs. Deeper understandings of me and my values

and core connection to my soul- SCREAMING out at me through these feelings. The Medicine? .... Surrender,

Listen,

Take note

& change. The most beautiful part in all of this was a connection to a spirit animal a White Unicorn Sirius- and now... what I believe to be Horse Consciousness itself. Last night I even discoverd that the fixed star constellation we know as Pegasus, is in my first House, with my Sun, at 10' of Aries. Which re-afirms that this is a part of me which has chosen to incarnate here and know, to rescue horses and return them to their magical inner nature and truest expression of their physical health. Through my journey this year Horses have had a core thread, It has been like finding another jigsaw peice of my soul. Once I had it and put it in place, my heart sang the most beautiful song and my being is alight. Not pieces of broken parts of us, more like pieces of remembering, pieces which have always been ours, and this amnesia we experience when returning here, to this lifetime, is lifted, and we KNOW that it is a part of us which has been true throughout lifetimes.

So going forward into Autumn, I am feeling like I understand my souls mission, and I kind of have a plan to get there. It scares the heck out of me. But in my bones I know it is exactly what I came here to do. Do I know exacly how I'm going to open a horse rescue and do the deeply emotional work with them to restore their inner nature as well as their physical health. Nope, not a scooby. | But I'm already learning and moving in that direction, so I trust the universe will give me exactly what I need to succeed. I really do.

I have lots of goals with my business, studies and striving towards this mission which are all beautifully interwoven. but taking the wisdom and guidence from nature itself. Now isn't the time to be full steam ahead, it is a time for slowing down, getting clear on exactly what needs to be done, getting reserves ready, releasing what I no longer need, and returning to my core and what nourishes me the most( Friends, Family, Good Food, Rest, Time in Nature & TRUTH) So the wet windy days will not go to waste. The rain will be adored, the wind will be respected, for if we can't weather this season, we have no hope to thrive in the next.

So like the trees, leaf by leaf, through the storms, I will lay myself bare. Knowing that what needs to be stripped from me, shall be stripped, and remembering that what my heart and soul truly hold...is all ill need. Love and Autumn Blessings

Daisy

xxx